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Yayyy I'm Officially 21

Sooo I'm Officially 21 & I'm soooooooooooooo !!!! happy I've been waiting for this for sooo long ..so let me tell you what I've done for my bday Ok august 18th is my bday it landed on a thursday so that night I went to a Japenese Restaurant called Benihana's with my main Unit / Family It was beautiful I had a blast it I ate a very good amount of food blue out a pussy & ate icecream even though i was sick with a cold and my period I still had a blast ..then the friday August,19th was part 2 of my 21st  celebration We went to Sin City yess The female strip club I had a blast I had drinks , Hookah , some good appetizers the sparkles that came with the drinks and my cake & icecream and of course  The strippers lolz I had a girlfriend for the day but i cheated on her with these two strippers that took advantage of my intoxication lma0 but I enjoyed it oo and i made a couple of dollers myself lmao ..see they was loving me that night couldn't get enough of CandiCane ..then the next day I hung out with my Co workers and B.Friend in Brooklyn got harassed by this dude named chris smh I don't know what I'm doing to these ppl but i drunk there too it was kind of a adventure i was shocked this whole weekend lma0 but I had a blast it was soo much fun I really needed that ..But now all the fun stops and now i need to get on my grind and do what I gotta do

My Thanks !!!

Yes I'm Turning 21 it's so over whelming I'm soooo excited I can cry ..Like I just want everything to go great and I appreciate the fact that I even made it to see 21 I can say this year really has been the best  year for me like nothing went wrong everything is going good for me & i'm soo happy and it's just soo much i want to say but for sure now that i'm 21 I do need to get on my grind after my bday imma apply for school and get my driver's liscense that should've been my first priority but you know how that goes lolz but seriously the person taht I truely want to thank is God for even having me live and breathe and feel and see and smell and taste  the world for having me wake up every morning I love him and I'm very very very thankful for it I know I don't say it much and I havn't spoken to him in awhile but I need to get back on that path but I'm asking for your forgiveness ..& Thank You !!!! once again I also want to thank my Family for being here for me I love them SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Much !!! smfh see I hate being up this late I think to much but then again this is when my  thoughts come out but Idk what I will do or what will happen to me if I didn't have them by my side & I'm sorry for my selfish & stubborn way's and if I hurt anyone in any kind of way this is my sorry and my thanks for still being here Muahzz ..

Love:
           CandyCane

New Beginnings 2011

Hello it's been a minute since I been on this but just to inform you and keep you updating ..I've just came back from my vacation .I was in Miami , Florida yes Ppl I brung My Talents Down To South Beach and I've enjoyed it 7-29/8-1-2011 Had the best time of my life .& yes I'm no longer depressed I'm happy again couldn't of been any happierI got a Job  & i'm happy with it i's doing me justice lolz It feels so good to finally get your own I'm officially Independent now I just have to save up .. oh I've moved on and no longer In Love Just living my life to the fullest besides I met someone a really nice guy but before I tell you that let's rewind a 
couple of Chapter's back ..See I kind of dug a big Hole for my self lma0 I guess you can say I'm now dealing with two ppl  (don't judge me ) I'm still single so I'm not tied down but yeah I'm talking to someone I've known from my high school dayz and I do like him clearly not as much as I did before that's a damn shame ..anyway we've been talking for 2mths nowthis month will be 3 and we starting to open up with eachother more I'm strating to understand Him and the reason on why he is the way he is I'm not gonna make it specific cause it's not my place to throw ppl's business out there but he's  deep and a mature person and that's what I like about him but there are something's that i'm type iffy about but hey I'm not gonna jump to conclusions I'm just gonna let it rock for now ..& yes I'm rocking a new look I'm a whole new breed Zaddy lolz I just feel like i'm finally living again no stress no nothing :)