Thursday, December 16, 2010

The next Person that I end up Liking &  talking to I would not introduce to niether of my friends or family imma keep him to myself until a few months then i will just introduce him to my family and only two of my friends I would keep my legs closed for a year until I trust him and he wouldn't do me wrong  I will always keep it a buck with him nomatter what even if the truth hurts I just wanna do right this time and keep a healthy relationship

Monday, November 29, 2010

Candy Crushin

I really can't believe I'm crushen .Haven't had one of these since high school . My friends always say what if another girl likes him as well my answer IDGAF!!! about any female i'm not worrying about no hoes in my eyes he's already mine lolz he's one handsome man ..Im in love with his swagg my West Indies Man..The only one with an accent That I will tolerate who cares if I don't understand him half of the time in my eyes it's adorable he's adorable The little things he do turns me on all he has to do is just stand there & Smile with them dimples & let's remember CandyCane Loves a man with dimples lolz but The amount of words he say to me can only be two & I'll blush..I'll wake up with a smile on my face everyday knowing that I'll see his face but dissapointed when I don't to tell you the truth he makes my day so much better It sucks that we always speak but yet don't know eachothers name but I guarantee you He GONNA KNOW MY NAME (Wink Wink ) lma0 Imma new breed & believe imma get what I want MUAHZ !!!!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I wish somethings were how they use to be but there not and as hard as it is for me to except that this is how it is & it will never change it kind of hurts every second i think of it .There's nothing worst then loving someone that just got love for you and loving someone knowing that there loving someone else .Him being my first at everything how am i suppose to except this & move on .Why is it so easy for him to move on & hard for me ? why must I suffer the consequences ? I 'm still waiting for the day when I wake up & realize this is all a dream . I just want to be happy why can't I be happy . Nomatter where go Im going to always feel this way & it will never change . This just isn't right  I want my love but I can't have him .everyday I feel like crying .My book is filled with so many I WISH I NEVER MET HIM kind of songs i just can go on & on with me feeling down .Even though I know our relationship wasn't perfect & niether am I nor any one else & elses . Igot everything I want in my life except My Love

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

I sat home one day alone looking at pictures & old videos of myself & I’ve seen a difference in me now & how I was 5yrz ago It’s past the fact of me growing up but the change in my personality I’m not the same person I use to be yes I am the first to admit .But they say you learn & grow everyday from the issues you’ve experienced It’s apart of life .& In this time I’ve learned to just let go, Never trust anyone , focus on yourself & your goals you need to accomplish your your own supporter keep looking  forward & never look back  .I’ve came in this world alone & that’s how I’m leaving .There’s so many people in this world that still needs to mature They hating on one another , there fighting , & killing and I can’t stand the look of it .. Everyone wants that respect but not giving any reason  but Now & Days I just give props when props is due and if anyone thinks otherwise I just say God Bless then I’ll wish them the best
-CandyCane

D.T.A

There's nothing worst then feeling alone..& all you have is yourself  What I don't understand is how can the ones that claim they love you , the ones you hang with , the ones that you give all your trust to do you wrong without having any regrets or guilt how can people be so cold hearted to the point where you can allow yourself  to hurt the ones that is always there for you how can you be that selfish to the point where you can careless if you make someone bring waterfalls .I absorb my surroundings and I see how people can become & how you can find out things That's why you never trust anyone anddon't ever allow yourself to get emotional attached ..So saying that that's how I see it never have feelings ,never tell anyone your business never bring your lovers around your friends .